今日成日都同男朋友一齊，但１１：００　我就出左去，得男朋友一個ｏ係我ｈｏｍｅ，　哈哈，悶死佢，無野做，３：００我就返去陪佢ｌｕ，睇左心想事成，好好笑，到夜晚我地再出去，佢陪媽媽，我就同朋友ｄｉｎｎｅｒ，　夜晚佢再去我個ｐａｒｔｙ～

好開心，　我地影左好多相，ｐｅｇｇｙ，　ｆｕｎｇ，　ｍｉｋｅ，　ｄｅｂｂｙ，　ｍｏｏｎ　，　ｌｉｌｙ，　男朋友同佢朋友，仲有ｄ唔識ｏ既，哈哈，個個都玩得好開心，我地仲好似ｃｌｕｂｂｉｎｇ咁tim, 勁dance, 本來我都無wing ga, 就係比人要我飲half cup black label,飲完死左.勁嘔,wow...核突死,不過果時都2:30 喇,差不多走喇~

到3:30 終於走喇,我同bf 搭van 仲有少嘔,哈哈,好核突,到最後返到home , 一定要我shower law, 醉到死la 都~唉...
尋日大家都玩得好開心, 好開心男朋友同我攪呢個party ^^

有bf 都唔開心, 我地big agrue 呀, 仲係好, 大到佢要o你我home 走 , 事緣係我唔like佢１２：００　唔同我講生日快樂，仲要玩電腦唔理我，我咪用公仔ｄｕｍｐ佢law,話佢唔理我, 之後我地個介紹人打o黎同我講生日快樂.我咪話佢law,連生日快樂都唔講,衰到死,佢唔like 我o係朋友前咁講la, 之後發脾4話要走,話我好話佢唔理我,咁無意思law,咁就要走喎~咁咪叫佢唔好走, 點知佢唔理我,我咪喊law, 咁佢就心軟唔走law,但都攪左好耐呀,到左佢唔嬲o既時候已經係2:00,之後我就叫佢去訓la,我會叫醒佢law , 咁我就去廳訓law,隔左一陣佢出o黎問我入唔入房訓law,之後我同佢講'你拖住我入去丫',點知佢唔理我law, 到我落左地佢先拖住我,真衰~

到左11/5, 我生日正日,我地一齊搭bus, 點知佢又唔理我,唔出聲,之後同佢講car d 野佢先理我law,到我返到公司打比佢又好似無乜野咁喎,但問極佢都話唔知今晚陪唔陪我law,唉..好唔開心, 生日sure 想同佢話la,好la, 咁我咪約我好友出去law,點知佢3:30 打o黎又話接我放工,真係衰,我地去左apm 食野,之後2個人singｋ，哈哈，好無聊，再返ｈｏｍｅ　ｌｕ～

前日做做下野突然見到同我一齊8yrs, 但分左手4yrs o既bf, 我好驚訝,唔信會係佢,問我朋友好唔好hi 佢,finally, 我都hi 左佢,點知佢有reply 我,我好開心, 我地chat 左half an hr...
呢4yrs o黎我一直好想知佢點,去左邊,好worry abt him, 同佢sister 有contact,但佢好少返home,原來佢o係overseas 做野...

我地講下近況咁,又問下佢有無gf,講到咁上下,我同佢講我好開心可以同佢chat, 咁多yrs 一直好worryａｂｔ　ｈｉｍ，　而家終於有ｎｅｗｓ，　知道佢安好，我好放心，我話我當佢係家人，就算佢咁對我．．．我都無怪過佢，　我同佢講．．．我已經喊緊喇，佢叫我唔好喊，佢一直好想搵我，但佢知我會咁，同埋佢知道自己好錯，佢唔會再係咁，佢話佢都好ｍｉｓｓ　我同我媽媽，都當我地係家人，　我地一齊住好多ｙｒｓ　ｍａ～佢叫我要搵一個錫我ｏ既人，　唔好咁易信人
我同３個朋友講我都有ｃｒｙ　，　唔係因為我ｍｉｓｓ　佢，而係咁多ｙｒ　我終於有佢ｎｅｗｓ，　我唔識講，知道家人／ｏｌｄ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ　一直安好，好ｒｅｌｅａｓｅ～

好開心，　佢話ｌａｔｅ　ｍａｙ會返,會搵我dinner ,我叫佢要買big big present,  n he promise

佢仲有少少嬲,咁我咪問佢黎唔o黎接我law,佢又唔肯,點知4:30打比我問我放工去邊,我話去得邊jei, 你要我返home, 咁咪返home law，你又唔ｏ黎接我，之後佢話返ｈｏｍｅ呀, 咁得la, 我話我都無得choose, 佢話如果我話你知我而家o係你公司樓下呢,我話你唔好玩la, 佢話咁好丫...我走law,我話...哈哈,真ga 咁我快d做完野打比你la~

我放工搵佢,我地一齊去fanling, 之後食野,但食野時我地又有少agrue,佢話人地d字核突呀...我咪扮嬲唔同佢講野law,佢講乜都唔理,點知佢嬲返我轉頭,激死

佢同我等bus果時無ｌａｌａ攬住我，好ｌｕｍ呀,哈哈,都唔知佢想點呀, 一時一樣
今日下午又打比我,問我見唔到佢會唔會好miss 佢喎,想嘔呀~

搵左佢成日,都係打唔通,都唔知可以做d乜,咪算law, 自己去做gym,唔想成日諗住佢會好唔開心, 做完gym 去左shopping, 買左野比佢,買左levis' 衫,佢好like 呢個brand, 件衫又好靚,好多人都買...咁咪好易撞law

唉...我都知自己衰...但我又可以點呀,我又唔係出去做d乜,點解要嬲我呢,佢話我就出左去,佢就做到死,仲要唔打比佢,唔係我唔打,係我好怕煩到人,佢做野,打乜jei~
 

佢頭先同我講唔想見到我...話唔理我...我like做乜就做乜ｌａ～
我問佢．．．唔想見我．．．咁一齊仲乜呢？佢唔出聲．．．我就話咁算ｌａ，我放工ｃａｌｌ佢就要聽law

我想今晚佢接我放工,2日無見ma~
算la,放工先算~

尋日佢知道我同peggy 出去ga,佢10:30打比我,oeggy 都有同佢講過ga,點知佢2:00打比我,問我o係邊,我同佢講我返緊home, 之後佢話咁無野la, 就收左線,之後仲熄埋電話,搵唔到喇,到今朝7:00我打過比佢,無人聽,1:30我send msg比佢，叫佢起身要ｃａｌｌ　我，點知我搵左佢成日都唔見人，無開過電話，我都唔知係佢嬲我丫．．．定係佢有ｄ野，我可以做ｄ乜呀．．．無野可以做呀，今日覺得好累．．．．唔想成日都係咁．．．．

而家只係好擔心佢唔知仲乜，好怕佢有事，但打詔去佢ｈｏｍｅ，　無人聽，我記得佢今日好似同屋企人ｄｉｎｎｅｒ　ｃｅｌｅｂｒａｔｅ　ｍｏｔｈｅｒ’ｓ　ｄａｙ～

唔諗喇，算ｌａ～我可以做ｏ既都做晒ｌａ～

我地對大家都唔信任,造成左好多問題, 我唔開心, 就同我地介紹人講,因為佢清楚佢o既性格,我應我曾經有一刻諗到男朋友好衰,點知佢地同我bf 講左,佢好嬲,話左我一輪, 之後就唔聽我電話,我又msn, msg , voicemail 咁, 仲乜都做晒,仲好傻咁o係條街度cry, 好似唔知為乜咁,有時都好想give up ~

到第2朝,我打比佢睇下佢有無返工,點知佢未訓甦醒,但有聽我call,我同佢講我今日放工會去搵佢...佢話到時先law, 咁我話唔好嬲我law,到3:30我call 佢,佢叫我去fanling搵佢，咁我一到５：４５即走ｌａ，一路都無打比佢，　佢就６：３０打ｏ黎問我ｏ係邊ｌａｗ，７：１０再問我到未，好ｌａ，　我地見到喇，　就去ｆａｎｌｉｎｇ　拎車，　大家ｏ係車度都唔講野，佢問我有乜要同佢傾，我話無ｌａ，最後我同佢講左我ｏ既ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ，　我想大家點ｌａｗ，之後就同佢玩ｌａｗ，最後我都ｔｕｍ　返掂佢．．．仲好好笑ｔｉｍ，　我地ｏ係ｂｕｓ　度笑到死，我好似傻左咁～

好似有太多隱瞞....好唔開心, 但佢又唔知,又唔明,我同左幾個朋友講,有d話我太sensitive, 叫我take it easy,咁佢尋日去飲酒,唔同我去,咁我咪唔理佢law, 同朋友做完gym, dinner 完唔打比佢咪返home msn law,我諗你要走....點都會走,所以唔好咁care~所以whole nite 都唔搵佢,佢一定覺得好出奇,點解我會唔搵佢ma,佢到12:00 就打比我問我o係邊,話玩多一陣返home, 再call 我, 到2:30佢打比我話飲到wingwing 地,而家返home,叫我同佢傾law,又同我講左好多野,話我wear glasses靚d wor~叫我以後都wear, 我唔肯,我話佢...我wear 左ugly d 佢會安心d,佢問我咁會唔會wear,我話唔會law,最憎~

佢尋日同我講話佢d朋友marry 晒,問我有無諗過..我同佢講唔好玩la,佢問乜我唔想咩?佢又話好想攬住我....都唔知佢點

佢o黎我home居然熄電話????好有問題呀,我好懷疑呀, 佢仲要睇戲明明話同一男一女睇, 點知同左3個男仔睇,點解唔一早話我知丫,唉....我都唔知好唔好信佢好,我好唔開心, 好想分手, 有d朋友就話叫我relax d, 唔好咁緊張,話我太sensitive,
到返到home, 我都唔想同佢sleep, 咪自己走出去law,佢又追住我喎,真係激死....佢都唔知係唔係care 我ga~

問佢同d女仔點,佢話係朋友law, 仲要話我都好多朋友la,點會咁講野ga~

今日佢o黎接我放工,其實我好唔想同佢去街, 因為好累同見左2日, 想rest, 點知佢已經出緊o黎,咁唯有一齊dinner  la,咁見到佢我都好累無乜講野喇~同埋都同佢講左我比媽媽話完, 心情唔好, 但佢唔覺得媽媽話我果d係d乜,keep住咁笑我....咁我咪唔出聲law, 佢就講電話同msn 喇,then 就話走喇,返home,咁我咪走law, 一支箭咁行去bus stop,點知佢停左o係度,咁我咪同人講電話calm down 下先, then去搵返佢，點知佢話我．．．你唔係走ｇａ　咩，仲乜行返ｏ黎ｊｅｉ，　走得咁快，咁ｌｉｋｅ　走，咪走ｌａｗ，使乜返ｏ黎搵我？果一刻好無奈，咁都要ａｒｇｕｅ，唔係呀？佢行左去我咪跟住佢ｌａｗ，點知佢問我仲乜痴住佢，果一刻好ｈｕｒｔ，原來係我痴住佢，好心痛，我ｒｅｐｅａｔ　咁問佢想點，係咪唔想見我，要我走，佢又唔答，咁我咪走ｌａｗ，點知好型咁行錯路，一轉身就見到佢等緊我，咁我咪行返去ｌａｗ，同佢傾左一陣，我地就返ｈｏｍｅ　ｄｉｎｎｅｒ　喇，其間佢有ｔｕｍ　我，問我係唔係好想睇十分愛，而家去睇，我話你唔ｌｉｋｅ睇就唔好睇~